Just who am I, anyway

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Is something I'm trying to find out. Lately I've been more into mechanical things than art. I want to work on cars!

I don't own a scanner, but I have dozens of new sketches...

I have a dozen black light paintings that look terrible when photographed (I'm doing it wrong probably)

I hate sitting at the computer. I'm not sure if it's because I don't own an expensive, cushy office chair or what. All this means is that I can't stand being in front of a monitor doing digital art. (I'm also infinitely distracted and drift more toward social activities than skill-based ones like art.) Perhaps I just have to keep making my mancave better until it's a place I really do want to spend 10 hours on my day off in place of socializing or any other activity.

Since I spend 40+ hours a week working on robots, there really isn't a lot of time for art. Especially when the job pays well and you enjoy it and you're good at it and you're learning crazy new things.

I feel like if I wanted to "be an artist," I'd have to make that leap of faith into unemployment and spend 40+ hours a week on art.

So... in conclusion... once I get a scanner... and some time... I'll show you guys the Fallout work I've been doing.
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liea's avatar
Glad you found something you like doing that pays a comfortable, too! And that you're starting to enjoy social things more ^_^ I'm sure there will be a time for art later, you just have to find a nice balance there.